No clue, its just been a horrid couple of years. Family death in almost the exact same way for several of em, friends going homeless, meanwhile every time I try to get money together to get something specific something else breaks forcing me to fix it with the money i have. Water heater, Car, etc. Overall this and last year has been worse on everybody around me then what happened to me. Just hoping that 2018 is going to not be horrible to everybody I care about. Edit: Sorry about that, not sure if I should delete this or not because it was just me venting.